Longest Night EVER!!

Ok...well.....good news is they didn't say NO right away like the did w/ T back in November.  BAD news is they decided to think about it over night (which we fear will turn into the weekend).  Good news is that Hydee thinks that it is strongly between us and one other family and that it will come down to if they want to place the girls with a family who doesn't have kids or who already has kids.  I think I'd rather they just say "no" right off, seriously, I slept about an hour...maybe 2.

So like the night we found out about T, we decided Macayo's could fix us again, so we went and talked and then walked around Target...kind of lost in a zone.  Scared to be excited, scared to NOT get excited, only to find out they were ours.  I seriously feel like every case worker should go through this adoption "wait" so they know what they're doing to us by making us wait....this is ridiculous!!!

So last night, we prayed for peace, for us, for the case workers making the decision...we prayed that K & M would find love wherever they went...we prayed that God would do HIS will, but we MAY or may not have mentioned that we are SO ready for it to be us....and I DREAMED about them!  UGH!!!  Lord, give me the strength to get through this day until that phone rings.....and the strength to not throw it against the wall when it does LOL.  I've never wanted a day to come and NOT wanted a day to come so much in my life!!!

All our love and thanks for all the prayers!

~~J~~